Dear Ex,

Fuck you . seriously. like no joke. i hate you. you suck and i wish i never knew you.

okay we know that’s a lie. i miss you. i hate it, but i do. you are sweet. you’re magnificent and there’s not a day that i don’t miss you. so FUCK YOU. FUCK YOU for making me feel this way. you make me feel like i’ll never be good enough. do you KNOW how that feels? you do. a girl did that to you too. you should know how FUCKING BAD it feels! don’t fucking lead on girls if you know what their hearts are like. you know me. you know how i think. you remember the smallest details about me. it sucks. you remember what smells i like, my brother’s names, my nephew’s birthday, my favorite movie, my natural hair color, why i’m so depressed, all the books i love, the first day we met, and so much more. do you have any fucking idea how nerve-racking and annoying that is?!?!?! just as i’m about to get over you KA-FUCKING-BOOM.

feelings.

fuck you, feelings.

im fucking god damn pissed. i mean, FUCK DUDE. WHAT THE HOLY MOTHER FUCK IS YOUR GOD DAMN PROBLEM. WHY WON’T YOU LET ME JUST GET OVER YOU AND MOVE ON. i’ve liked you for over 2 years now. THAT’S A FUCKING LONG TIME TO HAVE A BROKEN HEART. i’ll always be there for you. but i need you to make up your mind. stop being nice to me. stop smiling in your dorky way. stop looking at me with your amazing eyes. stop making stupid jokes that makes me laugh like an idiot. and for gods sake, STOP MAKING ME REMEMBER US BEING TOGETHER. you bring it up all the time. do you know how much that hurts? no. you don’t. well news flash fucker. IT HURTS LIKE A MOTHER BITCH. you’re just an asshole. that’s the only way to explain it. and i must be fucking insane because i love everything about you. please….all im asking is …just don’t forget me. also you suck. go die. your hair. i hate you. you’re amazing. you fucking suck. i miss you. why did i even like you? why did we ever break up? FUCK FEELINGS IM OUT.

5 months ago  /  3 notes